Do I really pull punches?

Okay, so I saw this on Jo's blog and I just had to try it.

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable. You pull punches, but people still love you.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Some Kind of Normal

I'd like my life to return to some kind of normal again. The kind of normal where I can pick and choose a work day, the kind of normal where I can be content to sit at home on a rainy afternoon and read a book and then bake some chocolate chip cookies, the kind of normal where I can practice piano, spend time with other people without school looming over my head. The kind of normal where I can chat with my sister on the phone for an afternoon and then go over to her house to play with her children to give her a break for being such a great mom. That's the normal when my niece Sheridan asks, "Aunt Sarah, do you want to come over to play with me tomorrow?" and I can say, "Yes. I'd love to!" I want the normal that's sipping hot chocolate while relaxing with my husband. I want the normal that is being busy with church, and the normal that is organizing things at home. As crazy as that normal could be, it's better than what I am currently experiencing.

I absolutely LOVE my student teaching experience. That in and of itself is not what is stressing me out. It's the correspondence courses that I'm working on: Biology and Human Physiology. They have nothing to do with what I'm going to teach in elementary, but everything to do with me receiving my teaching certification and graduating in May. They consume my evenings, my thoughts, my weekends (when I'm not doing the Pastor's wife thing). They are like a constant weight that I carry. "Only a few more months" I keep telling myself, "Keep going. Keep working. You can do this. It'll be worth it in the end."

Time is short, and right now, I don't feel like I have much time for anything or anyone. This frustrates me. I love spending time with people - this I've always known but have realized more as school has consumed me these past few months.

I look forward to some kind of normal. In the meantime, I'm clinging to God to give me the strength and determination to finish this part of my journey well.