Thursday, June 07, 2007

This week...

This week...

I've been told by a student, "I want out of this "s...hole" as he stormed out of my classroom. Never before has he talked to me this way.

I've been backtalked to.

I've had a student rip up assignments at least once a day.

I've had the same student disobey me, run off down the hallway, slam her desk on the floor, test me, try me...

I've had extra pressure because of Provincial Assessments. Three times my classroom was interupted by adults who should have known better despite a "Provincial Testing. Please do not interupt sign."

I've cried...but not in front of my class.

This week...

I've spent time with God in the mornings before I've gone to work.

I've tried to be more disciplined with my time.

I've chuckled with my nieces at church.

I've spent time with church friends.

I've spent time preparing for our VBS in the warm company of some church family, my sister, and my husband.

I've received unexpected "pick-me-ups" from friends.

I've had some students hug me.

I've been told, "You're the best Mrs. Canney."

I've been encouraged by some of the students' parents.

I've realized the fragility of the students who have tried to test me, and I've realized the urge to pray for the sake of their future.

I've savoured my walks in the school hallways in the stillness of the mornings.

I've laughed with my colleagues.

I've laughed with my class.


The positives outweigh the negatives.

3 comments:

Nicole said...

I love the way you think!

Nicole

oljonnyhurd said...

don't they always? Whenever you think about your lot in life, you realize there's always someone worse off than you.

His Beloved said...

it's so true that when it comes to teaching, we need to dwell on the positive things. if we dwelled on the negative, we'd all probably quit before we even got a job! haha

last week i was supplying in a gr. 4 class and it was one of those horrid days where i was just like "get me outta here!" or "what am i getting myself into???" lol by 9am a student had been suspended for the day for telling me to s**** off and i had to buzz the office 2 or 3 other times for their help with another child who had taken off out of the classroom (going outside once) and refused to take his pill (which was essential to my sanity! haha). he also spent an hour in the office that afternoon. needless to say, i was ready to throw in the towel after that day....but then i reminded myself of the AWESOME day i had had in a kindergarten class the day before.